Waiting for it to end
Waiting for this to end I have been postponing this for so long. It's been so long that I have even forgot why I began in the first place. Did it give me happiness or was it a form of expression. Isn't the ability to express yourself an expression of happiness? Or is it the ability to be understood by the one we are explaining to a criterion to be happy. Are you able to understand what I am saying ? Have I been able to make myself happy because I am can express it. No wait , have I been able to make myself happy because you can understand it . Yes that's putting it better . So are we trying to be happy for ourselves or are we trying to be happy because that's supposed to be a good thing ? How would we know if it's a good or bad thing. Sorrow and sadness are in their own right , appropriate when mourning loss of someone or something. So caught up in this dichotomy of good or bad. Maybe I'll just keep posting my thoughts here waiting f...