Waiting for it to end

Waiting for this to end 

I have been postponing this for so long.

It's been so long that I have even forgot why I began in the first place. 

Did it give me happiness or was it a form of expression. 

Isn't the ability to express yourself an expression of  happiness? 

Or is it the ability to be understood by the one we are explaining to a criterion to be happy.

Are you able to understand what I am saying ? 

Have I been able to make myself happy because I am can express it.

No wait , have I been able to make myself happy because you can understand it .

Yes that's putting it better .

So are we trying to be happy for ourselves or are we trying to be happy because that's supposed to be a good thing ? 
How would we know if it's a good or bad thing.

Sorrow and sadness are in their own right , appropriate when mourning loss of someone or something.

So caught up in this dichotomy of good or bad.

Maybe I'll just keep posting my thoughts here waiting for it to end.

There are two kinds of people in this world: Those who believe there are two kinds of people in this world and those who are smart enough to know better.
Tom Robbins

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